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Name: Bunvatus
Age: 24
Sexuality+Gender: cis+het, she/her
Nationality+Ethnicity: White American Cuban

i'm Bun :] i'm an artist who also can code and has basic 3D modeling skills in Blender.
i like old tech, old web, industrial+techno+metal+grunge music, horror, and also really cute stuff.

i'd appreciate looking through the other tabs to get to know me <3

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BYF[Before You Follow]:
i'm a White American Cuban, anarchist, atheist, leftist, (possibly) planning to practice Wicca, and a cis straight chick.
i'm a kinnie, a self-shipper, and a sfw age+pet+plush regressor

DNI[Do Not Interact]:
-LGBTQ+ phobic [exclusionist/truscum/transmed included], sexist, antisemitic, racist-pro-Israel/Zionist, pro-life, pro-Capitalism, pro-nazism-fan of Vivziepop, Dream, Pewdiepie, Scott Cawthon, MatPat, Jschlatt, Shane Dawson, and any adjacent people-pro/com/darkshipper[abusive, incest, pedophilia, and adjacent], TCC romanticizer, teacher crush, RPF creator+consumer[fictional/character versions of real people included, i.e. DSMP characters and adjacent]-partake in cringe culture, anti-furry, non-critical media consumer, factkin ["kinning" IRL people]-use slurs you cannot reclaim, such as the R slur if you don't have an Intellectual Disability, the F slur if you aren't LGBT+, N word if you aren't black, etc.

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these are my loves. some of them I have in the back of my mind, others I think of almost everyday and I don't think I could live without.
I don't mind sharing any of them! I love to see them get the praise they deserve <3

#1:
G' - The G-Man from Half-Lifemains:
Rains - Agent Rainbow from In Sound Mind
Cold Case - Alex Casey from Alan Wake
epa. - My OC, Epa
Crypy - Crypto from Destroy All Humans
Th'Dude - The Dude from POSTAL[all versions except movie and Doe]secondaries:
Bionicman - JC Denton from Deus Ex
Spyboy - Adam Jensen from Deus Ex
Spammy - Spamton from DELTARUNE
Itch - Scratch from TGAMMbackburner[aka don't think about as much]:
Bozo - Boozoo from The Walten Files
Maxxy - Maxwell from Don't Starve
Eddy - Eddie Gluskin from OUTLAST[AU version where he gets help]
Zimmy - ZIM from INVADER ZIM
Thinny - Thin Man from Little Nightmares
Stan+Mask - Stanley Ipkiss+His Mask from The Mask[animated series only]
Strongbab - Strongbad from Homestar Runner

bonus:
G' and Cold Case become my papa caregivers when i regress <3

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this is where you can learn about my kins. please note that I don't take kinning extremely seriously, but I also do it spiritually.

WARNING: THIS PAGE IS EXTREMELY LONG. there is a short list you can read if you just wanna know the names of kins + what they are. if you don't want to read the long paragraphs underneath, a return button is right under the short list :]

Short List:otherkins:
-Bunvatus: bunny made of space void black mass
-Lyubov: succubus
-Crymzin: alien with a 2000s bimbo vibe
-Buddin: age regressive bunny plushfictkins:
-Alyx Vance from Half-Life
-Susan Ashworth from The Cat Lady
-Jesse Faden from Control
-Saga Anderson from Alan Wake
-Molly McGee from The Ghost and Molly McGee
-GLaDOS from Portal

Long List:
[does not have GLaDOS, Susan, Jesse, Saga, and Molly]VOID+BUNNY "Bunvatus"=
i feel i am a bunny who is made out of void matter. i think i was born over 100 years ago. there's a giant black blob is space that is like liquid slime in 0 gravity. every hundred/thousand[?] years or so, the said blob sprouts over a hundred lil other black blobs. these blobs can end up anywhere, within its own rhyme or reason. whether they were sentient or not during this period i'm unclear of.
i ended up on earth in the 1800s, probably within the 1860s. for the first 20 to 30 years, i was just a blob, and had no solid form, roaming the world from the forest i landed in to cities and countries close to me. in the early 1900s, i became a deer, with an appearance that you would not be able to tell of my void origin. i grew to hate that form as life got worse and worse. i decided i wanted to evolve and be something more.
this part is fuzzy, i'm going with the one that i believe is closer to my story. i stumbled across a family of bunnies, and grew to learn that i was closer to their personality than any other animal, so i changed my form to look similar to theirs, while also showing more of my void origins. ever since the 1940s, i have been a bunny. a 5 foot tall, chubby, one eyed bunny, with a mouth on my stomach, lopped ears, black fur, and a green interior, with a feminine form, fully identifying as a girl.DEMON "Lyubov"=
i am a succubus. but i wasn't one originally. i began as a natural demon, born and raised in hell, with a more grotesque and repulsive form, sharp claws, teeth, a disfigured body and face, long curled horns, the like. my original role was that i was a punisher. i tortured, disfigured, mutilated, violated, and ruined the lives and psyche of sinners who had committed atrocious acts against the ones on the surface. i had that job for centuries.
however, at one point, i had been given the choice to expand my work. a promotion. i was given the option to become a succubus. a demon who fed off of sexual pleasures and desires, and got to punish those who committed acts of non-consensual nature. i took the offer. my main form was completely changed. i became a much more humanoid being, 5 feet, chubby, pale red skin, bald, sharp teeth and curled jacob sheep horns, a slim arrow pointed tail, and pointed ears.
my new job was simple. i used the sexual pleasures and desires that i fed off of humans i visited in the night, to convert that energy for later to bring back to hell, and give other demons down below a sort of reward for their work. i never commit non-consensual acts with any of the humans i visit. any human i visit that turns out to be a horrible sinner, i partake them in a ritual instead. i can also choose to switch to my original form when needed, mostly during the said rituals.ALIEN "Crymzin"=
i'm what you would call a typical alien. many years ago, i was part of a mandatory military on my home planet, and tasked to come to earth merely as a scout, a wanderer of sorts, to test what the planet was like and how rip it was for living. i landed in the 1920s, the roaring decade, and traveled the US as well as some of Europe.
when the 1930s to 40s came around, Earth became more and more unstable, with crashing economies and ongoing wars, as well as forms of bigotry and prejudice that i had seen similar on other planets. my attitude of Earth changed from seeing it as a mission, to like a second life for me. i decided to fight against any and all groups that were known for being infested with hatred for other human lives.
between the 60s to 70s, i slowly was becoming a more calm and open being, and not only was i changing mentally, but also physically. i explored different human cultures and traditions, as well as subcultures and different styles and genres. i am now free and happy with who and what i am.
i am "humanoid", in that i have a similar body structure to humans. i'm 5 feet, with pale green skin and big oval dark red velvet eyes. i have small sharp teeth, no "ears" but i have ear holes, no "nose" but i have nostrils, and no hair anywhere on my body. my species is very skinny naturally, which is what i used to be, but i've since become chubby and gained much more curvy feminine features as a result.PLUSH "Buddin'"=
i have no story for this one. i think if i did it would be a generic one, not worth mentioning. i'm a bunny plushie. i'm pink and have a pastel/easter color scheme to me. i have lopped ears, a purple interior on the inside, bright red eyes, and i usually wear dresses or other equally feminine outfits. i'm either 5 feet life sized, or the height of a build-a-bear plush when small. i'm very chunky, and my body is stuffed to feel firm and slightly solid.
i'm very childlike in how i act. i talk in a quieter, slower way, and think a lot about my words and sentences. i enjoy comfy games, mainly simulators, farming, or puzzles.ALYX=
Alyx Vance is a character from Half-Life. i don't necessarily believe i'm spiritually connected to her, but i am emotionally and mentally. if you know the story of Half-Life, then you'll know my story already. but here's some additional info for anyone interested.
right after the Cascade had happened and my dad, Kleiner, Magnusson, Judith and i had to start going into hiding cause of the Combine, i didn't get to see Barney again until i was a preteen. i knew Barney from when i was little and when he would look after me while dad and Kleiner had to really concentrate on work. when i got to see him again, he taught me how to really fight for myself, how to use guns and even defend in a 1 on 1 fist fight. a little later is when he started working to be a double agent for us by working with CP, so i had to learn the rest of what i know now but myself.
dad, Kleiner, Magnusson, and Judith all helped me to learn science and computers, and a lot of the rebels pitched in as well, considering i was the only child around the place. there were some other kids around the area and over, but i didn't get to really interact with them since all the adults for focused on keeping us out of the Combines sight.
i have very, very small memories of my mother. she took care of me when i was at home instead of with dad and she always made sure i stayed a smart and happy girl. the times when i got to be with her while at dad's work were the best times, they could play with me and teach me little by little what was going on together. she was very independent and never asked for help unless she had to do something extremely urgent, but she never turned down help either.
Magnusson i don't have the fondest memories of from my youth. he wasn't good with kids [shocking], and whenever he HAD to watch over me he had to be accompanied with other people, otherwise he would've yelled at me and wouldn't have been very nice. as i got older i did get to see sides of him that not many people got to see. he can be sweet. its just rare.
Judith, i'll be honest, i don't have too bad of memories with. she was stubborn and strict, and sometimes she made me feel dumb [not on purpose though], but she really was doing her best. she never meant any harm, and whenever she could, she was there for me.
a lot of the rebels were always super nice to me. even the ones i only got to meet once or twice. there were some that taught me about cars and other vehicles, some who knew things about machines and computer things that even the oldies didnt know about. a lot of them always offered to babysit me, and they made sure i was entertained and happy. some trained me in how to use certain weapons and others trained me how to do physical approaches.
Grigori. i miss him a lot. before Ravenholm got fucked up, i used to visit there all the time, and especially to go see Grigori. one of his favorite pass times was to read bible stories to kids, most of the time watering the details down as to not scare them. he taught me a lot about life before the Combine.
same with Russell. i saw him on and off to be honest, he wasn't the most present, always gettin up to things in private and showing up every now and then when convenient. when he was in HL:A, that was when dad was able to get a hold of him to help up sabotage Combine storage and cargo. he was silly. i miss him a lot too.
G-Man. obviously, i had NO memories of him at ALL in my life. until HL:A when i got to meet him. that's when some from back before the Cascade happened came back. i remember seeing him for the first time. Breen and my dad had to step outside for a minute and he was in the lab room alone, while i was in a closet playing with my toys. i came out to meet him and he was, actually very kind to me. i don't think i even found him scary or weird back then. i do remember when i realized how tall he was too, he was bigger than a lot of the people that worked at Black Mesa. i only saw him a few more times after that, but i can't recall him ever being a bad guy or anything. i just remember him being nice to me.
and Gordon. honestly i never really got to meet him when i was little. with how my dad worked, he only brought me in on days that weren't gonna be too busy or where he was only working with Kleiner. it was only on the busier days when he worked with Gordon and the like. i always saw him from afar, even when he came over to visit my mom and dad. obviously, knowing him now, its kinda funny. i always saw him as a quiet nerdy guy who kept to himself. honestly, he's still like that, just not the last part.

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good job! you found the kink page :] i am a freakdisclaimers:
-all my kinks are 100% consensual!
-i am not a fan of noncon, dubcon, cnc, necrophilia, bestiality, or anything to do with minors.
-i am not a pro/com/darkshipper.Kinks:
-bondage
-knife play
-fear play
-cutting
-gutting
-mutilation
-blood play
-organ play
-wound fucking
-blood+organ tasting and licking
-free use